How Awful Does It Have To Get?

How awful before we “awake to a sense of [our] awful situation, because of th[e] secret combination[s] which shall be among you”?¹

Is this awful enough?

The New Phoenix Program (Time 1:05:22, ends abruptly) at
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAGBVtYZeUk&t=1238s

Or are we just going to skip these witnesses in favor of some semi-fictional new movie, or sports event, or crime / romance novel, or repetitious meeting?

How can we continue to be so naïve and trusting in the arm of flesh when the pain and suffering of disrupt and destroy agendas² are everywhere?

Which brings us to the escalation of home-grown terrorism—of psychopathic gang-stalking. Gang-stalking tactics have always been used against perceived enemies. The déjà vus litter history and scripture—crimes against individuals and groups: Armenians, atheists, autistics, Bahá'ís, Christians, Greeks, Hindus, Hutus, Jews, Kurds, Muslims, Native Americans, Negroes, Romani, Sikhs, Tartars. Tutsi, and on and on and on (the historical list is endless). Mormon-American history is also a classic case and is still fomenting. How many prophets, apostles, evangelists, and so forth in scripture were subjected to the equivalent of gang-stalking?

Please do some research on organized harassment, gang-stalking, bullying, cointelpro, etc. and ask: Is this disrupt and destroy agenda something we can safely ignore?—ignore hoping it never gets to finding us?

Technology has made gang-stalking global. Massive unemployment, smear campaigns, and mind-control victims have made it enticing beyond resistance and effective beyond comprehension.

If we do not speak out on this; if we pretend it does not exist; if we participate out of fear or favor; if we do not support victims; if we do not call elites, authorities, and other perpetrators to account, what will we have to say in our own day of accountability? Could it also be said of this circumstance:

7 It is an imperative duty that we owe to God, to angels, with whom we shall be brought to stand, and also to ourselves, to our wives and children, who have been made to bow down with grief, sorrow, and care, under the most damning hand of murder, tyranny, and oppression, supported and urged on and upheld by the influence of that spirit which hath so strongly riveted the creeds of the fathers, who have inherited lies, upon the hearts of the children, and filled the world with confusion, and has been growing stronger and stronger, and is now the very mainspring of all corruption, and the whole earth groans under the weight of its iniquity.
8 It is an iron yoke, it is a strong band; they are the very handcuffs, and chains, and shackles, and fetters of hell.
9 Therefore it is an imperative duty that we owe, not only to our own wives and children, but to the widows and fatherless, whose husbands and fathers have been murdered under its iron hand;
10 Which dark and blackening deeds are enough to make hell itself shudder, and to stand aghast and pale, and the hands of the very devil to tremble and palsy.
11 And also it is an imperative duty that we owe to all the rising generation, and to all the pure in heart—
12 For there are many yet on the earth among all sects, parties, and denominations, who are blinded by the subtle craftiness of men, whereby they lie in wait to deceive, and who are only kept from the truth because they know not where to find it—
13 Therefore, that we should waste and wear out our lives in bringing to light all the hidden things of darkness, wherein we know them; and they are truly manifest from heaven—
14 These should then be attended to with great earnestness.
15 Let no man count them as small things; for there is much which lieth in futurity, pertaining to the saints, which depends upon these things. …
17 Therefore, dearly beloved brethren, let us cheerfully do all things that lie in our power; and then may we stand still, with the utmost assurance, to see the salvation of God, and for his arm to be revealed. (Doctrine and Covenants | Section 123:7-15, 17)

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1. Book of Mormon | Ether 8:24-25 ~ Wherefore, the Lord commandeth you, when ye shall see these things come among you that ye shall awake to a sense of your awful situation, because of this secret combination which shall be among you; or wo be unto it, because of the blood of them who have been slain; for they cry from the dust for vengeance upon it, and also upon those who built it up. For it cometh to pass that whoso buildeth it up seeketh to overthrow the freedom of all lands, nations, and countries; and it bringeth to pass the destruction of all people, for it is built up by the devil, who is the father of all lies; even that same liar who beguiled our first parents, yea, even that same liar who hath caused man to commit murder from the beginning; who hath hardened the hearts of men that they have murdered the prophets, and stoned them, and cast them out from the beginning.
2. http://dejavu-times.blogspot.ca/2017/02/a-gang-stalking-deja-vu.html
http://dejavu-timestwo.blogspot.ca/2017/02/disrupt-and-destroy.html

Disrupt and Destroy?

There are perhaps no better words than “disrupt and destroy” to succinctly describe the adversary's plan for mankind¹—a plan now reaching peak application in this year 2017—a plan carried out, in large measure by proxy—by mortals who are either deceived or psychopathic. The citizen journalist, George Webb, describes a “disrupt and destroy” agenda that has mushroomed in both the public and private spheres:

Oversight needed, US Federal Law Enforcement, disposition matrix, gov. harassment and asset seizure (Time 17:17) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzVVZODQe78 ^[2]

This plan to disrupt and destroy on a personal, corporate, national, and global level is the same plan the adversary found so successful in the beginning—to disrupt, as much as possible, every laudable mission and purpose—a cycling, recycling déjà vu. As one speaker³ observed, Satan's self-anointed work is to destroy every directive and definition that God gave in and after the Garden of Eden:

» marriage;
» family;
» procreation after his/their kind;
» the sabbath;
» natural food;
» the plan of redemption;
» honest work;
» commandment to worship God;
» to repent;
» “to do all that thou doest in the name of the Son”;
» “to call upon God in the name of the Son forevermore”;
» and so forth.

So, as we try to understand what is happening in the world, perhaps we can discover whose plan is most in play when we compare the directives and definitions given by God with the clamorous voices of the world.

Because so much of this disrupt and destroy agenda has been hidden or denied, most of us—even victims / survivors—do not realize how oft we have become the face and voice of the plan to disrupt and destroy. When we understand the disruptions⁴ of

» trauma-based mind control (e.g. MKUltra);
» satanic ritual abuse (SRA);
» genetic experiments and manipulations;⁵
» engineered viruses and diseases;
» contrived wars and false flags;
» contaminated / poisoned food, water, air, vaccines, etc.;
» denatured, GMO, addictive foods;
» psychotropic drugs;
» medication side-effects;
» addictions and perversions;
» philosophies of men;
» counterfeits and imitations;
» economic theories / systems, as in socialism, capitalism;
» propaganda;
» and on and on,

we can get a clearer picture of what we are furthering by our own beliefs and actions; and hopefully, can develop a greater capacity to discern how and where events fit.

There has probably never been a time when the need for outreach and compassion was greater than in this age of the world—this age where the hubris and “hunger” of “elites” (combined with knowledge, technology, and global connection) have caused so much disruption in every life.

For the most part, we do not know the causes, the degrees of agency, the consciousness, or the suffering of those who have been knowing or unknowing victims of an agenda to disrupt and destroy. Perhaps that is why almost every spiritual tradition, worldwide, has a tradition of “Love thy neighbour” and “The World Is Our Family.”⁶

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1. New Testament | 1 Peter 5:8 ~ Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
Pearl of Great Price | Moses 4:6 ~ And Satan put it into the heart of the serpent, (for he had drawn away many after him,) and he sought also to beguile Eve, for he knew not the mind of God, wherefore he sought to destroy the world.
2. If this link goes dark, some of the same info may be accessed in these links or by searching YouTube with keywords:
◦ Government Harassment and Asset Seizure in the US (Time 4:43) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUtyL0OW5GM&list=PLu54_vZw0c-G72nAyuLmRdKrE10Sz0hD9&index=4
◦ How We Went From Terrorism To Asset Seizure (Time 4:30) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wu69pb3agAQ&index=1&list=PLu54_vZw0c-G72nAyuLmRdKrE10Sz0hD9
◦ Oversight Needed Now - US Federal Law Enforcement (Time 2:02) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qOo8_5PtnnM&index=5&list=PLu54_vZw0c-G72nAyuLmRdKrE10Sz0hD9
◦ How Private Contractors Have Created a Shadow NSA: a new cybersecurity elite moves between government and private practice, taking state secrets with them, by Tim Shorrock (May 27, 2015) at https://www.thenation.com/article/how-private-contractors-have-created-shadow-nsa/
◦ Kill the Messenger (Tiime: 2:18) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nYAXEk5wVUo
3. I think the speaker was Walter Veith, but I have watched so many videos I don't recall which or where.
4. Most of the “disruptions” that follow have been explored in greater detail in prior Déjà Vu ~ Times ( http://dejavu-times.blogspot.ca/ ) and Déjà Vu ~ Times II ( http://dejavu-timestwo.blogspot.ca/ ) posts.
5. http://dejavu-timestwo.blogspot.ca/2016/11/as-days-of-noah.html
6. Oneness: Great Principles Shared by All Religions by Jeffrey Moses © 1989, 2002 , Ballantine Books, New York.

The Faces of ACE*

(*Adverse Childhood Experience)

Despite exposés of the frauds and crimes of Alfred Kinsey,¹ his opinions and conclusions still overshadow our response to child sexual abuse (CSA), but here is a small sampling of a vast amount of testimony that should condemn forever Kinsey's “work” relating to children.

60 Minutes Exposing The Truth About Boystown (Breaking The Silence) (Time 15:46) apparently mirrored by #PizzaGate Boystown Breaking The Silence Documentary Australia at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qUyvg6Xgqqg from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7y2PddkkJgs. If you cannot access this because of unstable, tampered, or deleted embed codes, you many still find it by searching YouTube with a combination of "60 Minutes, Boystown, Breaking the Silence". This is a powerful report. It is worth the effort.



My Sexual Abuse Story (Time 24:51) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTDlsxLL2Ic

» Hide No More - A Documentary on Sexual Abuse (Time 9:39) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0bVyNcfREw

» Sexual Abuse: I Am A Survivor (5:39) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I2xY3_wCaiw&t=11s

» What Sexual Abuse Does To You ... (Time 11:23) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ib0X-3scEp4

» Symptoms Found Among The Survivors of Sexual Abuse (Time 4:07) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_UuTPaVgKH0

» Elite child sex slaves "1981" forgotten documentary (Time 1:20:50) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6FKEwjPmHQ&t=2729s

» Shatterboy: Men Surviving Sexual Abuse (Time: 27:15) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0myCCFBjTQ

» Just Melvin, Just Evil - Classic Documentary about Abuse (Time 1:14:35) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lY4eHaiVK9s (Language and content warning, but the faces of ACE are tragically real in this documentary.)

These are not pleasant stories to hear, but the internet has made it possible for thousands of victims and survivors of sexual trauma to begin telling their stories—to bear their witness against their abusers, and thus against the lies, frauds, and psychopathies of Kinsey, his former associates, and lingering devotees.

BUT should we be forced to become aware of these things?—even against our will?—in déjà vu of Old Testament Ezekiel?² Perhaps the choice to "not know" has been taken from us because

» the exploding pizzagate scandal and similar scandals worldwide³ can no longer be contained;
» a tipping point has finally been reached after decades of "not seeing" and "not hearing" the tens of millions of victims / survivors;
» power-brokers, blackmailers, and perpetrators are going to try to assuage the social conscience by sacrificing a few high-profile, “bad-apple” pedophiles to public outrage while the pedosex clubs and networks cover-up and carry-on in déjà vu of the Franklin Cover-up of the 1980s (plus hundreds of other global cover-ups);
» if we respond with apathy to the current exposés, the criminal abusers will only become more emboldened, brazen, and flagrant.

In “My Sexual Abuse Story” above, the survivor shared her spiritual insight that her abuse was part of a plan⁴  to destroy her life. Earlier she relates (at about minute 13:30) how a voice in her mind sought to confuse her sexuality. She chose to question and reject the whispering and wondered if other abuse survivors heard similar voices and, in their traumas, had chosen to believe.

Do we miss a crucial piece of this global tragedy by not acknowledging the other dimensional aspects of this campaign of pain, abuse, and destruction? How will we ever help bring perpetrators to justice and accountability if we refuse to face the reality of where the unchecked pursuit of power (i.e., tyranny), gain, pleasure, and fame has brought us? How will we ever adequately help victims / survivors if we don't know the realities and consequences of ACE (Adverse Childhood Experiences)?—the reality of lies and distortions that frame an adversarial plan to destroy life?⁵

How many more children must suffer before we demand justice?

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1. ▪ Alfred Kinsey: Secret History : Kinsey's Pedophiles (Time: 51:21 min.) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcHf0htQ5LI&list=PL37f09HgmsL9_njX_7xRp3K5vkSIbysNs
▪ Dr. Judith Reisman "Exposing The Kinsey Sex Cult" (Time: 1:01:52) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VeLw_AFAoIo&list=PL37f09HgmsL-Lx_U6AMdj0QelsP5F_jbh
▪ C-SPAN2 - BookTV interviews Judith Reisman about Sexual Sabotage (Time: 10:05 min) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QmKw19_uKhs
▪ Dr. Judith Reisman Exposes Dr. Alfred Kinsey (Time: 25:17) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PlEsRDnY-Ws
▪ What Happened to Alfred Kinsey's "Research" Victims from the 1940s and 1950s! (Time: 10:03 min) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DeuGU6KiZc
▪ The Kinsey Syndrome (Time 2:44:10) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j9ztmp1yDq8
2. Old Testament | Ezekiel 8
3. E.g., (content warning for the following:)
▪ #PizzaGate Norway Exposes Horrifying Child Sex Trafficking Network (Time 11:58) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyn-Fo-gVyE
▪ PIZZAGATE EVIDENCE - DUTCH GOVERNMENT PEDOPHILE SEX RING (Time 20:11) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_ao17qmm98
▪ PIZZAGATE- AUSTRALIA - victim speaks out and names the pedos (Time 8:52) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S3Iq5UDBmGo
▪ Fiona Barnett The 'Candy Girl' Australian #pizzagate - Truth With Trishaly (Time 1:19:33) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjesmvpdY_w
▪ Canadian Version of P I Z Z A G A T E !!! Huge Ring Busted !!! (Time 37:18) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kiS9hoImDL0
4. If we believe that God had a plan for our life and growth, is it not reasonable that the adversary would also have a plan for our destruction.
5. New Testament | 1 Peter 5:8 ~ Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:

“Tell me about your childhood.”

Have you—pastors, therapists, GPs, counselors, educators, parents—heard of Dr. Vincent FELITTI?¹ If not, it is time.

Wounds That Won't Heal - The ACE^[2] Study (Preview) (Time 9:00 min.) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMXtOxXBCRo




A TRIBUTE TO DR. VINCENT FELITTI (Time 19:34 min.) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q22Zt6aGwsA

ACE'S by Vince Felitti, MD (Time 1:32:32 min) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Me07G3Erbw8

Felitti is another powerful witness to the lifelong consequences of childhood trauma—a witness too many of us still do not know about!—a witness raising awareness that could change every life, yea, even the whole world if we would only listen and act!—a  witness to refute forever the rampant lies, frauds, and corrupting, obsessive agendas of Alfred Kinsey and his disciples.

The Kinsey Syndrome (Time 2:44:10) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j9ztmp1yDq8

In the contrastive work of Felitti and Kinsey, we can see the power of a single soul to promote good or to propagandize evil—to bless or to curse the world.

Let us honor the work of Felitti.

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1. Additional Felitti presentations:
▪ How Childhood Trauma Can Make You A Sick Adult (Time 7:15 min.) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y3cCAcGeG8E&t=26s
▪ 2014 Provost's Global Forum: Vincent Felitti (Time 29:14 min.) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oph-aKUuWrE
2. ACE = Adverse Childhood Experience

A Thousand Points of Enlightenment ?

Recently I have been pondering perspective and asking myself how we mortals with such wide-ranging experiences, thoughts, hopes, dreams, and beliefs can find the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth as we navigate this world. If the circle to the right represents the whole truth as seen from the perspective of an omniscient God and we mortals are free(?¹) agents poking at the circumference as we try to understand the “wholistic” truths of X (X being some event, circumstance, person, theory, philosophy, etc.), how do we reconcile our partial truths with the partial truths seen by others?²

Let's take transgender as an example of X. How do we understand the explosion of birth-gender rejection? Could there be hidden causes? ones we will never discover if we don't ask the right questions? ones that could be hidden in the subconscious because of the nature and ubiquity of trauma-based amnesia? possible causes buried in the frauds and continuing propaganda of the deceased Alfred Kinsey?³

Even as of this year—2017—we, as a society, seem unable to acknowledge what increasing numbers of therapists, humanitarian workers, and investigators are witnessing.⁴ Our minds cannot seem to process:

▪ the astonishing number of victims per “average” pedophile;
▪ the lifelong mental anguish of most victims;
▪ the unconscionable numbers of trauma-based psychic injuries inflicted in the name of “religion,” ritual, superiority, “science,” curiosity, and the like;
▪ the abuses many authorities have become involved in while pursuing or protecting power and gain;
▪ the millions of sex- and human-trafficked victims world-wide, estimated to now be in the tens (perhaps hundreds) of millions;
▪ the extent, addictions, and horrors of child pornography and sex tourism;
▪ how easy it is to manipulate feelings, perceptions, conscience, fears, etc. of children;
▪ how malleable the child-mind is to suggestion and trauma in forming self-identity;
▪ how so much horrific abuse has been allowed and covered-up for decades;
▪ how DID manifestation may involve (sometimes programmed) male and female personalities in the same body;
▪ how far our world (like every prior fallen empire) has descended into violence and sex- and human-trafficking.

If we do not know the consequences and outcomes in our day of the following, how will we ever understand our world or how to help victims and survivors heal?

» Adverse Childhood Experiences (ACE)
» Brownstone Ops
» bullying, abuse, and trafficking
» compartmentalization
» Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)
» Food, Inc
» GMOs
» many medicines and psychotropic drugs
» MKUltra
» modus operandi
» obsessions of power, gain, & fame
» Project Monarch
» psychopathy
» Ritual Abuse (RA)
» Trauma-based mind control
» & on and on
(Most of these topics have been dealt with in varying degrees in previous Déjà Vu posts which can be accessed through the labels.)

Truly, there are a thousand thousand points of enlightenment needed to understand what is happening in our world. None of us has the time to grasp it all, but if Nadine Burke Harris (a TED presenter⁵) and many others⁶ can recognize the physical consequences of ACE, can we be open to exploring in greater depth the mental, emotional, spiritual, and self-identity consequences? Do we prefer to think that ACE only has consequences for cancer, heart disease, diabetes, depression, addictions, life expectancy, and so forth? Or can we be open to asking whether trauma also needs to be explored as a possible dynamic in self-identity?—in LGBTQ? Or do we think it has been sufficiently discounted as a factor?

Are we still believing in Alfred Kinsey? Are we offended if someone suggests gender dysphoria may have a cause? Can we explore why physical realities have been severed from feeling realities for increasing numbers? Are we allowed to ask: Why the explosion of gender dysphoria?

Whenever we deal with feelings, we are on sensitive ground, but should feelings preclude us from asking questions? from seeking answers?

Perhaps much of what we are seeing in gender dysphoria is but the tragic face of ACE—a face that is only now being recognized, but which is millennia old. Even when we imagine that no trauma could have possibly happened to an individual, how can we possibly know when our culture and headlines are full of “fragmented, isolated” exposés—exposés that give the impression of being uncommon offenses, when the collective reality is anything but.

So what is the approach while we try to understand this world? Perhaps it is the Golden Rule (in its cosmic sense⁷) while at the same time holding those accountable who have been the causal agents of the pain, suffering, dysphoria, and choices of survivors of ACE?

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1. But how free are we when we are tutored from childhood by traditions, expectations, biases, propaganda, etc.
2. Not unlike the Blind men and the Elephant parable.
3. ▪ Alfred Kinsey: Secret History : Kinsey's Pedophiles (Time: 51:21 min.) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HcHf0htQ5LI&list=PL37f09HgmsL9_njX_7xRp3K5vkSIbysNs
▪ Dr. Judith Reisman "Exposing The Kinsey Sex Cult" (Time: 1:01:52) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VeLw_AFAoIo&list=PL37f09HgmsL-Lx_U6AMdj0QelsP5F_jbh
▪ C-SPAN2 - BookTV interviews Judith Reisman about Sexual Sabotage (Time: 10:05 min) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QmKw19_uKhs
▪ Dr. Judith Reisman Exposes Dr. Alfred Kinsey (Time: 25:17) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PlEsRDnY-Ws
▪ What Happened to Alfred Kinsey's "Research" Victims from the 1940s and 1950s! (Time: 10:03 min) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_DeuGU6KiZc
4. Many Déjà Vu blog posts deal with these issues and additional witness links can be accessed through the relevant labels. See also http://dejavu-times.blogspot.ca/search/label/Psychopathy ; http://dejavu-times.blogspot.ca/search/label/Science ; http://dejavu-times.blogspot.ca/search/label/Abuse ;
5. How childhood trauma affects health across a lifetime (Time ~ 16:02) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95ovIJ3dsNk
Also: 2015 Summit: Adverse Childhood Experiences and Toxic Stress: A Public Health Crisis (Time: 42:48) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wbn9YiSrh9U&t=629s
6. » A TRIBUTE TO DR. VINCENT FELITTI (Time 19:34 min.) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q22Zt6aGwsA ; Dr. Felitti was and is the lead researcher and developer of the ACE Study that so impressed Nadine Burke Harris.
» TEDxNewy 2011 - Liz Mullinar - Treating the core problem of childhood trauma (Time ~ 8:32) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=svX3fEdVTLQ
» Trauma, Brain & Relationship: Helping Children Heal (Time ~ 25:02) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jYyEEMlMMb0
» How Do We Stop Childhood Adversity from Becoming a Life Sentence. | Benjamin Perks | TEDxPodgorica (Time ~ 15:53) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qp0kV7JtWiE
» Finding Courage to Talk About Child Sexual Abuse | Jill Tolles | TEDxUniversityofNevada (Time ~ 13:10) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hGR079qsqTI
» Victim, Unashamed and Unsilenced | Dani Bostick | TEDxColoradoSprings (Time ~ 8:50) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohMve-6LAZU
» From Victim to Survivor: Find Your X…but First, Find Your (Wh)Y? | Lauren Book | TEDxOxford (Time ~ 21:02) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJ4eHW9EWUk
» Healing Trauma, Healing Humanity: Rolf Carriere at TEDxGroningen (Time ~ 16:12) at https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcXqcQecRXo
7. http://dejavu-timestwo.blogspot.ca/2017/01/improving-on-god.html